a moment in time..

As I sit here in the middle of the night with another hurricane bearing down on our country and the coast I am thankful. It is about one month ago that I moved into my new penthouse sweet.. Two bedrrom two bath of pure privacy and alone time. Situated on the top floor in beautiful Atlanta.. Umm well really Doralville, Ga but it is Atlanta to anyone else. I was homelessfor this apartment for four days. Missed countless hours ofwork unpacking and loosing out on making the dough and made countless trips up and down stairs to live here. I am making my own memories in this place. No more hauntings of people from the past.. Everyting is essentially mine here. It feels so liberating. I just need to get the furniturethat I want to buy from IKEA.
I have litereally been living at work..
I work 43 hours by Wedsday if that gives anyone any clue to how much shit they piled on me. I think they just like to pass work off to me because they do not want to do it. But you know it does not matter due to the fact that I get paid OT for it. and 21 bucks an hour for half the week adds up.
I have used theright to walk to work once already.On the hottest damn day of the year I think I decided to walk my little happy ass to work.. But it was an eye opening experience...

I have the ability to brwose and cruise the net again... WHEN I AM HERE.. I have yet to cook one meal in this new place but I know it will come.. I still have things to put away.. I will do as soon as I feel like it.. I am actually about to goto Wal-Mart and get a little shopping done.. Hell if I was down near the hurricane I would justgo and loot likethe other assholes down there...
I feel a bad recetion coming on for this country..
Ohh BTW if you type in the word idiot to the google search bar and click I'm feeling lucky see what you get..

nothing else really new has gone on in my life.. I have no real bitches to complain about... Nothing really bothering me.. I just work and be me.. I did just send the letter off to my grandmother and I did promisethat I will post it here.. So when I go back to work I will email it to me to post on my home computer.. It was really good.. I am proud of it.. I sent itoff today and overnighted it from owrk.. I was to lazy to go buy stamp and I was shipping things outtoday so I just went ahead and shipped something out myself..

I took some photos of what an insulin pump is and how it attaches to your body. I will post them when time comes availiable... like this coming week hopefully.

I have my diabetes walk comingup as well.. I am anxious about that. I have raised a considerable mount of money.. But other than that I am going to go. I need to go to the local Wal-Mart and get some needed things and the pharmacy as well..
Not a bad update for not posting for almost a month.

Ok so now it is time to update..

ohh wait I have to go to work...
Since moving closer to work.. I have been at work more than here.. I have been saving money in gas.. and making lots of money because work is constantly wantine me there..

So I am going bacl into work now..
I worked 17 hours straight yesterday and I will be working all day until 3am today.. I have such a long post to put up it is not even funny..

I miss what I had still. I had this picture on my desktop at work cause it reminded me of BB's dog. and it reminded me of her. I have yet to email her and let her know I moved. I have some mail for her. Nothing that looks important. But I still have yet to email her. I miss her still. I am hoping that by getting out of the old place and into something new I will create my own memories and let her go eventually. I wish I knew how she was able to just walk out the door from me. I always ask myself that. I know I do not care what anyone says I know that she did care someplace in her heart. That there was something there. I know. There had to been. I keep telling myself that... I will never know. I will just keep that thought in my head. I need to email her.. I just do not feel like I dunno I just do not want to bother her. I feel that I bothered her and put enough screws in her life by doing what I did. I ruined her friendships with so many people. I can never forgive myself for that. I was just trying to help.... I will finish my thoughts about the move what has happened and everything hopefully this friday when the cable company comes out for the second time AGAIN lazy assholes. 

You know this whole thing has taught me a lot of lessons. I was homeless living out of a ryder for a whole weekend and it was not fun. I am STILL waiting for internet and cable televsion. once I get that I will tell the WHOLE story..  

a picture of the spacious ceilings ohh and tile in all the bathrooms and crown molding throughout 

not enough space 

The kitchen with my alocoholic glasses displayed. I do have one complaint. not enough cabinet space. but I made do with what I have. I am missing one glass.. Someone broke the glass like shortly after I completed the set. 

this is the living area. 13 ft or so ceilings makes my big screen look small. I am thinking of selling it to buy a projector television. 

Tiled entry way with the arched ceilings and walkin coat closet the first I have ever seen in an apartment 

This is the secondary walkin closet. Enough room to get totally dressed in. The picture does it no justice 

Not much to see in the spare bedroom. I have a new two bedroom two bath. Some much closet space I cannot even get over it. enought to hang every article of clothing I have including socks and underwear and that is just the master closet.  

A closer picture of the land to be developed. 

This is the clubhouse and pool 

The lovely view of the entry way. in one year there will be a new shopping center and lots of nice condos going in. This owner Lane company is the same company that is putting up alot of places in Atlantic station downtown. The revitalization of some of the urban areas. This is the first step into doing that where I live. 1 mile almost OTP.  

Those are some more unfinished places and the front gates 

Time for the PENTHOUSE view. These are the apartments they have not yet finished. this is off of my balcony 

I thought this was a good picture 

This is Dejavu in the morning. Those are the tracks that stop in mid air. Think about facing your fear of heights by riding this facing the ground! you rushing toward it at 60 MPH.. Ohh yeah it shook my up good the first time I rode it. 

This was DejaVu.. This was THE ride at the park.. I give this like a whole ten fingers up.. I rode this sucker about four times.. It starts out by going backwards so you are being hoisted up in the air facing the ground. Then they drop you and shoot you through the station. You are going about 60 MPH when you come back through from the drop. Then you twist and turn and get some MAJOR hangtime. then the track dead ends and you do the whole thing backwards.. Hence then name. The best seat in the house is the front row. You are facing the ground before they drop you from 166 ft. ehh only like falling ten stories or so.. But zooming through the station is the best part. All day this ride was getting RAVE reviews and I know why.. I mean I rode it like four times. 

screw u 

enough said wet again from the drop. 

Batman.. It was o..k..  

I am flicking the camera off in that picture.. and that is food in my mouth.. Popcorn.. The boss's wife and son is right next to me.. I could not get him to ride any GOOD rides.. 

soaking pissed off wet 

umm shortly after my ass getting dumped on by a waterfall at six flags.. My feet got wet and I HATE wet feet. 

My two fearless leaders. Todd is the big man on the left. Andy is the gentleman in the hat. The other dude is the Birmingham warehouse manager. My banner that I had made is in the background. I won a fifty dollar gas card from that drawing.. Like I really need it now. Living a whole block errr mile away.. 

Well I finally have a little time to update. This past weekend there was a company outing at six flags for the southeast region that I helped coordinate. Of course not many people like riding the rides I like to ride so I went solo for the majority of the day. This was superman. It made you feel like you where flying. I lucked up and got on the first row of seats the third time I rode it. You lay on your stomach and are totally strapped in for the ride like that. It was a blast.