Time does get you..
I found out today that my grandfather is having mini strokes. He has suffered a few so far and they are so minute that he almost does not know that he has had them. This coming from a man who has been to the doctor about 15 times his whole life. He has always been healthy as a horse. The future is very unclear due to the fact that if he goes then there will be no one there to take care of my grandmother. Which means nursing home. I will not let that happen no matter what. I will literally sell everything I own and start all over if I have to. I have been shaken up about this but I am keeping my mouth shut about it. Only the myspace community of my firends who read my blog will know.
I cannot see my grandmother in a home, nor my grandfather. I will not let that happen and I do not think the rest of the family will either. Well, it is not the first time that we get bad news. But, the family, and I tend to just roll with it and live everyday we can with them. I knew there was a time and place for them to leave my life, but I am not ready for this just yet.


Monday, June 26, 2006