Moment of clarity...

I am sure we have all had them. Just in rare cases they come and go. The moments when everything in your life becomes clear, crystal.

On my daily commute I drive through the HEART of Atlanta. I live within 5 mins where every major interstate intersects in teh heart of Atlanta, I-75/I-85/I-20. These three merge and cause a good amount of mess during the crunch times of the day. Not always but for the most part I hit t least one traffic jam a day.

Today I left as usual and slid myself right into the daily grind of traffic on the way in. It happened right then, my moment of clarity. I had just got behind a box truck, or a big U-haul like truck and it seemed like I noticed every grain of dirt on the truck, things came into focus, literally. All my senses where hightened an Thoughts just poured into my head like they had been trapped and pent up forever.

I had a bed dream today.. Another car accident. The dream was in color again, and it was in the morning drive... This time a truck hauling a trailer lost it's load right in front of me and I had no where to go... I woke up suddenly this time though.. No seeing myself decapitated. I think I am having signs that things need to change but greed and need has got a hold of me something good...
Well.. I got to go..