Life complications

Soo.. As it happens I am supposed to be going to Nashville this week..
My body will not let me..
I have been sick for a while now, but things got ALOT worse last night..
So much so I think something in my body has ruptured..
I called my doctor and asked if I needed to take myself to the hospital but he thought it would be better to just move my scheduled appointment up for this week instead of next..

I am scared..
I do not know what to think and or do..
I hope it is nothing of major importance..
But I hope they find something and fix it..
I want to be better..