The first to admit..

I am usually the first to admit making a mistake..
I think I have made a mistake..
I let myself be led down the wrong path and led astray from what my gola is..
This house is A LOT more than I could have handled myself..
My financing came back and is totally changed from what I expected..
Soo. I am at a crossroads..
I will explain when I realy wake up in a bit..